[RP]-Allakai’s PK Appeal
Posted: Tue May 21, 2019 5:28 am
BYOND Name: Allakai
Reason Banned: Character suicide
Admin who banned: N/A
Length Banned: N/A, permanent character kill until appeal
Appeal Reason: I’m not certain this is where I’m supposed to post this but I am finally posting it now. Please give me a moment to get my thoughts in order.
So I’ve been playing Citadel Station for about 4 months give or take. Maybe 5. I have enjoyed my time on. Yet my own personal life made myself agitated, upset, and angry with myself.
Recently I’ve made a stupid choice that made me incredibly spiteful, resentful and above all else: regretful.
That stupid choice was for my character, Sajiid Vihtori Al-Shakoor, to shoot himself out of a moment of anger and pure sadness, depression, and grief. I’m going to be honest a lot of things have led up this and none of it I am neither pleased with nor happy with.
I’m not a happy person in real life, constantly on the server and discord I feel like I’m completely alone and have very little people that care or appreciate my characters except for a very few. I realize citadel RP is more or less an rp server through and through, but I played to explore emotions, thoughts, and feelings as the very word of roleplaying goes as understood for myself.
In a moment of anger I let my own selfishness culminate into a stupid mistake that I chose to enact instead of sucking it up and dealing with my problems like I am meant to. I beg for my character to be allowed to be played again. Despite my stupid choice and mistake I ask for forgiveness to be able to play the character I enjoyed playing for 4+ months.
Reason Banned: Character suicide
Admin who banned: N/A
Length Banned: N/A, permanent character kill until appeal
Appeal Reason: I’m not certain this is where I’m supposed to post this but I am finally posting it now. Please give me a moment to get my thoughts in order.
So I’ve been playing Citadel Station for about 4 months give or take. Maybe 5. I have enjoyed my time on. Yet my own personal life made myself agitated, upset, and angry with myself.
Recently I’ve made a stupid choice that made me incredibly spiteful, resentful and above all else: regretful.
That stupid choice was for my character, Sajiid Vihtori Al-Shakoor, to shoot himself out of a moment of anger and pure sadness, depression, and grief. I’m going to be honest a lot of things have led up this and none of it I am neither pleased with nor happy with.
I’m not a happy person in real life, constantly on the server and discord I feel like I’m completely alone and have very little people that care or appreciate my characters except for a very few. I realize citadel RP is more or less an rp server through and through, but I played to explore emotions, thoughts, and feelings as the very word of roleplaying goes as understood for myself.
In a moment of anger I let my own selfishness culminate into a stupid mistake that I chose to enact instead of sucking it up and dealing with my problems like I am meant to. I beg for my character to be allowed to be played again. Despite my stupid choice and mistake I ask for forgiveness to be able to play the character I enjoyed playing for 4+ months.