GuppyLaxx's ban appeal

[GuppyLaxx]

BYOND Name: Guppylaxx

Reason Banned: Metacomms

Admin who banned: kevinz000

Length Banned: Permanent

Appeal Reason: So, to fill in, I was banned on the spot after being admin jailed due to me posting a screenshot of it, and the admin message, which were given by another person to the admins here.
Yes, from the start, what I did was wrong, not really so much justifiable, but I had my reasons at the time due to the series of events that happened that shift, as per the words of atleast 3 admins, I was banned with no talking to, just kinda on the spot, due to me being basically a suspect of a raid, which I had no involvement in, since there wasn't even a raid.
The full reason on why I did that in the first place, was because I was stressed out of my mind in that current shift, since I was taking it a bit personal, I was the CE at the time, at shift start I attempted an SM mix which led to the SM falling in stability, and fell to around 30% before I saved it, but in a mistake I caused an N2O leak in engineering. Moments later, I was dying of radiation, so I cleared myself mostly of it, but I had a bunch of toxin, so I slowly limped to medbay with my suit in hand, I don't recall all of this 100%, but I think I dropped my suit to heal myself at the time, so I start healing myself, clear myself mostly, still slow due to toxin damage, I see a lizard grab my suit, ancient zygote or something, and sprint away, and I'm unable to do anything due to my speed. So after healing just about completely, I start looking for my suit due to engineering still have radiation, turns out I see the same lizard in the dorms, so I pull out my baton, and hit them a bit, enough to hurt them basically, then look for my suit, I search in the unlocked dorms, and see a locker clearly labeled to them, so I grab this locker, and head to the brig, there wasn't any security, and the captain was busy, the RD was screaming that they were gonna do a revolution and fucking kill the captain because the captain told them to shut the fuck up and turn off high volume/stop using a megaphone. When I get to the brig, I go to the armory, and get the Ion rifle, shoo the locker open, then I find my damn suit in there, so I leave the locker in there, and put the ion gun in the bridge, it's a dumb idea, but I wanted my suit quick. After I get my suit, I head to engineering again, start checking if everything is functional still, the lights had died due to that one even that shortens lights or whatever, I am not sure if this was sent to you, but I'd rather make it clear, that I did tell my friends in that one discord, which they weren't currently in the round, that I had this lizard steal my suit and act like garbage, I'm pretty sure, but not 100% again. So I'm in engineering, I start hearing screwing of doors, and hacking, so I open the door, spot the lads, two people, one piggybacking another, so I baton the bottom one, and drag them away, get them into the bar, and attempt to disposal them, which they stand up for, disarm me, then attempt to baton me, which leads to a fight basically, in the middle of this, the same lizard from earlier that stole my suit, joined in and tried to fight me too, so after a bit of that shittery, the person I was fighting runs back to engineering, after a bunch of shit, I beat one of them to critical I believe, since they were literally trying to fucking beat my shit and I was getting punched earlier, which the other person that they were with drags them away, I get my baton back, etc. So my stress is rising more and more, turns out, these people trying to get into engineering, one of them was IN OUR DISCORD, which was the person who sent the screenshots, telling us about what they're doing, and "lol my group is here, we're 4", which they were all [Some name] Atamarie, which leads to me getting pissy, so they all start screaming that the CE is rogue, that I'm venting CO2 or something, and now there's basically a lynch mob, the RD is back at it again with the revolution shit, and screaming about lynching, she threatens she's gonna give guns to everyone or something, so I head down to science, the captain is passing by, and I see the RD trying to telebaton the captain, which I pull out MY baton for, and slap them down, they stand up, and then moments later now they're trying to beat me and we're fighting, after that garbage, I beat her into critical, the captain drags them to medbay, and I'm back to engineering, and I see EVERY SINGLE DOOR BOLTED, INCLUDING SM ONES, AND THE SECURITY LOCKER MISSING, so now I have no idea what the fuck is going on, I'm stressed, I can't see shit due to no lights, and I have to set every single door back, so while I'm doing this, the same two people from earlier, atamaries, come in with SECURITY GEAR, and start threatening me, halfway in, the RD screams into her radio CE ROGUE and shit, so now there's people screaming CE rogue, and that i'm venting shit, when all i've done was do my job, get my shit back, and just try to defend my department for crappy shitters, also defending the captain. After a bit of stupid shit, the Atamaries run away, so I go out, I'm stressed out, Yske/Atamarie leader or whatever is saying in our discord a bunch of shit, and I'm just talking with my friends to try not to be so stressed. Suddenly, I'm pulled up, admin jail, great, all I've done is fucking nothing and have griefers on my ass, so after a while of waiting, the admin message is completely unrelated to all that has happened, and is about me venting a gas that I've done nothing with in all of the shift. So I send in a screenshot to my friends, because god damn, just why. After a while of waiting, I get banned with no chatting back even though I answered the ahelp, it says metacomming, which was about the admin jail, I'm not sure what Yske sent in general. Later on, I'm told that I was part of a raid basically, and that it was stopped or some shit, even though none of it was true. We were having a giggle on our chat after Asher got banned, but of course, someone decided to crop these screenshots to make it look worse.

None of what I've said justifies what I did, but I wanted to give you my view, also, that the raid stuff was untrue/not done by me or even any of us in the discord, rather Yske holding out one of their meme grief parties which they've said of so MULTIPLE TIMES in our discord itself.                                    I can provide screenshots on what they've said of this
I also want to apologize, later that same day I believe, I came off as a shithead on the discord, which led to me getting kicked, I was rather annoyed at the time and such.

[Raeschen]

the massive wall of text seems to me like some kind of explanation of a scenario which is arguably bannable, i mean you say yourself that you're saying stuff about the round to other people in the discord.

i don't really know weather to vote yes or no on this because i wasn't there but like, maybe you should watch who you hang out with?

[GuppyLaxx]

The wall of text is a literal explanation of what the fuck was happening to lead into people I was doing a raid, that I was venting shit, etc. I was literally just doing nothing, yet more and more griefers were trying to fuck with me

[kevinz000]

unbanning unless I get any objections should have appealed earlier

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unbanned be good. i believe you when you say you didn't think it was metacomms when we first discussed this but please do not ever reveal anything going on in the round (which includes admin teleports) to others outside of game thanks.

[Kersakof]

I don't agree with your attitude, but if you want to straighten up you'll be on a short leash. If you feel you're getting stressed out, it'd probably be better to tell an admin as a head and log off so you don't cause trouble. I'd recommend not playing Head for a while though, but you wouldn't be headbanned. Just a suggestion.